And every minute I look at the clock Another hour has passed. This state of forever sadness How much longer can it last? For while it’s fresh inside my mind Although it happened long ago, It cannot stop replaying Round and round and to and fro. Left alone by friends who swore To be here… Continue reading Insomnia
So, it’s been some months since I last posted on here. Lots has happened since I last posted which in a nutshell include Fletcher’s pending autism diagnosis, Kelli began to really struggle emotionally recently, and I have gallstones (lucky me!) and am awaiting what looks like I will be needing my gallbladder removed as I’ve… Continue reading Dying Matters- Lets Talk!
Recently, more days than less I have started to feel pretty shit again. The life of a young widow with two kids isn’t easy. I’ve had to come to terms with losing the love of my life while trying to remain as normal a life as possible for the sake of my children. I put… Continue reading Lost.
Dear Tom, I cannot believe a year has passed since you had to leave us. So much has happened since you have been gone. You wouldn’t believe how big both of the kids have got. They have changed so much in just one year. Kelli has really shot up and is growing into a beautiful… Continue reading Forever and a day x
Grief…It’s hit me like a ton of bricks tonight and I don’t know why. I haven’t cried this much in months. I dread to think what the bags under my eyes will look like tomorrow. I’m lying in bed and I just can’t stop thinking about Tom. His face, his smile, his laugh. I just… Continue reading A ton of bricks!
I haven’t posted in a few months as I have been trying to rebuild my life and rediscover myself. You see, I am not the same person I used to be before I lost Tom. As I realise today marks 11 months since my wonderful husband died I find myself reflecting on the past year;… Continue reading 11 months 😦
I am feeling a bit sorry for myself today. The main reason being that today marks 6 months since Tom died. I can’t understand how I have even managed to survive half a year without that amazing man who supported me through thick and thin. I don’t cry any where near as much as I… Continue reading 6 months already =(